i'm a realistic person. i call it how i see it. i live in the day, and for the moment. you can't beat me in the head with bullshit, i hardly listen to anything anyone says to me. i need to see it to believe it. i no longer hang onto people's words 'trusting' them, ha trust, that's a fucking joke. i lie, yep and that's the truth. i'm ignorant, rude, and i curse too much. if there's anything you don't like about me, you'll get over it. my friends know me, so anyone else i couldn't give two shits about. i can be your best friend or one of your worse enemies, that's your choice. i have a negative attitude most of the time because i'm surrounded by complete idiots. i've yet to meet someone on my level, who can keep my attention. i need to be intrigued, you have to be interesting, there has to be no one else like you, otherwise you can be replaced. i get bored easily. i do what i want, simply because i can. i've been called a bitch, a whore, an asshole, and a few other colorful words, and i've laughed each time i heard one of them. sad to say i don't care what anyone thinks of me. i've been screwed over, taken advantage of, lied to, and misunderstood most of my life. i'm this way for a reason. but on the other hand... i'm too nice, i take too much shit from people who shouldn't give me any, i'm too understanding, i'm too leinant, i let too much shit slide thinking maybe it won't happen again, i let motherfuckers stress me out, and i'm too young for this shit.